God Is In Control

I know that, no matter what happens in my life, God is in control. I find it hard somtimes though, to remember this fact. This has been a rough week for my family. I have been diagnosed with a medical problem that is causing us to make some serious changes to the way that we approach things. Due to this issue, I might be facing the loss of my job. I carry the health insurance for my family. We are nervous to see where our road is going to take us now. We are trusting that God will only lead us where he wants us, and that no matter where we are He will give us the strength to handle it. I am learning what it means to truly depend on my husband to care for me. I am discovering how to reach out to my friends for help when what I really want to do is just handle things on my own.

I have always been that woman who can handle everything and fight my own battles. It is quite the wake up call for me now to have to rely on my husband to drive me where I need to go and to help me so much around the house. I can't just decide I want to go somewher and pick up and go. I have to put more planning into things now, and I have to trust in the Lord for provision much more.

I am excited to see how He will provide for us in this scary time of transition.